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Long-form articles written by a physician living with Parkinson's disease — pharmacology and neuroanatomy, retold from the body's point of view. These are educational articles; decisions about your own medication belong with your treating clinician.
Pharmacology Through My Own Body
A doctor-patient relearns pharmacology — not as plasma graphs in a textbook, but as the daily curve a person with Parkinson’s disease feels in the body.
- Pharmacology Through My Own Body, Part 1 — How Does a Drug Move Through the Body?
From the moment a pill is swallowed until its effect appears and fades again — pharmacokinetics and pharmacodynamics explained in the language of what a person with Parkinson's disease actually feels.
- Pharmacology Through My Own Body, Part 2 — Learning Levodopa with the Body
Why does the same levodopa work quickly one day and slowly the next? Delayed ON, incomplete ON, ON failure, and wearing-off, explained through the body's actual curve.
- Pharmacology Through My Own Body, Part 3 — A Problem When There Is Too Little, a Problem When There Is Too Much
The narrow therapeutic window between OFF and dyskinesia, peak and trough, and why matching the medication gets harder as the disease progresses — worked out through actual lived experience in the body.
- Pharmacology Through My Own Body, Part 4 — What It Means to Combine Medications
How fast-acting and slow-acting drugs, medication-extending agents, and adjunct drugs combine within a single day's curve — explained through actual bodily experience.
- Pharmacology Through My Own Body, Part 5 — Making a Laboratory of My Own Body
Based on real records from August 29 to September 2, 2026, this installment follows why the same medication produces different results, carefully distinguishing observation from hypothesis.
- Pharmacology Through My Own Body, Part 6 — The Moment a Record Becomes Pharmacology
Delayed ON, incomplete ON, ON failure, wearing-off, and dyskinesia don't show up in a simple ON/OFF record — this is how I began telling them apart by keeping notes.
- Pharmacology Through My Own Body, Closing Chapter — What My Body Taught Me About Pharmacology
Looking back at why the same drug doesn't produce the same result, this closing chapter sums up how keeping records and living through the experience taught me to understand pharmacology again.
- Pharmacology Through My Own Body, Special Edition 1 — How to Understand a 'Slightly Less Good ON'
Why two evenings both logged as ON felt completely different — rethinking partial response and the therapeutic window through an extended-release levodopa and immediate-release 50 mg experience.
- Pharmacology Through My Own Body, Special Edition 2 — Dopamine Efficiency
The story of a period when raising the dose never made OFF disappear, and how I came to ask instead how long the same total dose could keep me in a livable range. A concept diagram and a real day's record lay out my personal idea of "dopamine efficiency."
Neuroanatomy Through the Body
Why does the body stop, and move again? Starting from lived experience — freezing, stairs, visual lines — and following the motor circuits.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body — Preface
Relearning neuroanatomy through Parkinson's disease. Instead of memorizing the names of structures, we start from lived experience and follow the circuits to ask why the body stops — and moves again.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Part 1 — What It Means to Move
Movement is not made by muscle strength alone. Starting from real Parkinson's experience, this article explains how the motor cortex, basal ganglia, cerebellum, brainstem, and spinal cord create and initiate movement together.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Part 2 — The Basal Ganglia, the System That Selects Movement
Strength remains — so why is the first step hard, and why do movements shrink? Following the basal ganglia motor circuit of caudate, putamen, globus pallidus, subthalamic nucleus, substantia nigra, and thalamus, starting from real Parkinson's experience.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Part 3 — The Direct and Indirect Pathways
At the basal ganglia's output, a brake stays on even at baseline. This article explains, in three sentences instead of arrows, how the direct pathway opens the gate for the needed movement, the indirect pathway closes the gate on competing movements, and the hyperdirect pathway applies a sudden brake.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Part 4 — Why the Feet Stick to the Floor
In Parkinson's disease, freezing of gait is not a problem of muscle strength — it is a momentary stall in the circuit that starts walking. This article follows the gait circuit that runs from the basal ganglia through the cortex, thalamus, and brainstem PPN/MLR to the spinal cord, and asks why it stalls at thresholds, turns, and dual tasks, and why an external cue can start the feet moving again.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Part 5 — Does the Cerebellum Create Movement, or Refine It?
The cerebellum is not the organ that first creates movement — it is the corrector that compares and adjusts the difference between the movement I intended and the movement that actually occurs. In Parkinson's disease, it becomes an important bypass that compensates for a damaged basal ganglia circuit.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Part 6 — How Does Dyskinesia Develop?
In Parkinson's disease, dyskinesia is not simply caused by too much dopamine. Repeated pulsatile stimulation, altered D1 and glutamatergic signaling, and maladaptive plasticity can reshape the basal ganglia-thalamocortical circuit into a hypersensitive state.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Part 7 — Why Is Tremor a Different Circuit?
Parkinsonian rest tremor is not simply the result of dopamine deficiency. It can be understood as an abnormal oscillatory network in which unstable basal ganglia activity interacts with the cerebellum, thalamus, and motor cortex.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Part 8 — Parkinson's Disease Is Not Only a Movement Disorder
Parkinson's disease can be explained as beginning with the loss of dopaminergic neurons in the substantia nigra, but the symptoms a patient actually experiences arise from changes across many neural networks — not only the motor circuit, but also the autonomic nervous system, sleep, emotion, cognition, and sensation — making it a body-wide neurological disease.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Part 9 — Where Does DBS Stimulate?
DBS is not a treatment that replaces dopamine. By stimulating key nodes such as the STN, GPi, and VIM, it retunes abnormal firing patterns and network synchronization in Parkinson's disease.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Appendix 1 — What Is the Difference Between Parkinson's Disease and Parkinsonism?
Parkinson's disease is one specific neurodegenerative disease, while parkinsonism is an umbrella term for the range of diseases and conditions — Parkinson's disease among them — that produce parkinsonian symptoms such as bradykinesia, rigidity, and tremor.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Appendix 2 — Multiple System Atrophy (MSA)
Multiple system atrophy (MSA) is an α-synucleinopathy in which α-synuclein accumulates predominantly in oligodendrocytes, while basal ganglia, autonomic, cerebellar, and brainstem systems can degenerate together.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Appendix 3 — Progressive Supranuclear Palsy (PSP)
Progressive supranuclear palsy (PSP) is a 4-repeat tauopathy in which tau accumulates in neurons and glial cells across the midbrain, basal ganglia, brainstem, and frontal networks, producing parkinsonian bradykinesia and rigidity together with early falls, axial rigidity, and vertical eye-movement impairment.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Appendix 4 — Corticobasal Syndrome (CBS)
Corticobasal syndrome (CBS) is a clinical syndrome combining markedly asymmetric parkinsonism with cortical features such as apraxia, cortical sensory loss, alien limb phenomena, myoclonus, and language dysfunction. Corticobasal degeneration (CBD), one important underlying pathology, is a 4-repeat tauopathy.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Appendix 5 — Dementia with Lewy Bodies (DLB)
Dementia with Lewy bodies (DLB) is an α-synucleinopathy in which Lewy pathology affects cortical, limbic, attention, perception, sleep, motor, and autonomic networks. Cognitive fluctuations, recurrent visual hallucinations, REM sleep behavior disorder, and parkinsonism are central clinical features, with timing helping distinguish DLB from Parkinson's disease dementia.
- Neuroanatomy Through the Body, Appendix 6 — What Helps Tell Parkinson's Disease Apart from Atypical Parkinsonism?
The key to distinguishing Parkinson's disease from atypical parkinsonism is not one symptom, but the pattern over time: levodopa response, disease speed, early falls, autonomic dysfunction, eye-movement abnormalities, cerebellar signs, cortical signs, cognitive changes, and hallucinations.
3-Minute Medication Class
Short notes on concepts related to medication fluctuation, one at a time.
- Meals and Changes in Medication Response Why the same medication, taken at the same time, can feel different on days when a meal happened to fall close to the dose — and how to record the gap between dosing and meals.
- Sleep and the Next Day's Medication Response Why medication response can feel different the day after a poor night's sleep, and how to record sleep and medication response together.
- Constipation and Delayed Medication Response Why the medication can come up late or stay low on days with bad constipation, and how to record bowel movements alongside medication response.
- When the Response Varies From Day to Day This article looks at why the same medication taken at the same time can feel different from day to day, and why it helps to line up several days of records side by side rather than just one.
- Why Keep a Record How an account based on memory and one backed by a record read differently in the clinic, and what disappears first from memory.
- Why We Use "Output" Instead of ON/OFF Why we record status by degree instead of splitting it into just ON and OFF, and what becomes easier to see when you record it that way.
Reading real graphs
Reading curves drawn from real records, together.
User questions
Questions that came up often while recording, worked through here.
- Why Medication Response Is Delayed Walks through the absorption pathway to explain why the time between taking a dose and feeling it work varies from day to day, and what to record.
- Why the Afternoon Dose Feels Different Why the medication can feel different in the afternoon even when taken the same way as in the morning, and what to record for each time of day.
- What to Organize Before a Clinic Visit How to distill your records into a form that works in a short clinic visit, and what to bring up first.